i c a r e t o o m u c h

I wish I didn’t care what people thought about me. I like to pretend that I don’t but I really do. It’s dumb because the only opinions that matter are mine and my friends and my family. and I really wish I could go back to elementary school.

When I didn’t care what hat I wore and I didn’t care if my hair wasn’t done even if it drove my mom insane. I didn’t care if people thought my Wizards vs Elves story that I was writing in second grade was weird because it was what I liked and what I wanted to do.

What if I wanna write something fiction on here? What will my friends think? I don’t think they would tell me its stupid even if it was the dumbest thing they had ever read but should I still do it? It’s what I want to do so maybe I just send it I don’t even know man I overthink this shiz too much.

I don’t wanna get made fun of if I take this seriously. Or imagine I say something dumb and they make fun of this Tony dude but they don’t know its me. Maybe one day I’ll get the courage but today is not that day.

I N & O F I T S E L F

This is a movie on Hulu that everyone absolutely needs to watch. i would give it a 1 billion out of 5 stars if it was possible. it is extremely thought provoking and is impossible to describe. i don’t even know what to write right now because this movie has just made me feel some kinda way. it is very deep and extremely vulnerable and even almost made me cry during it and i don’t cry super often during movies. but if you read this please watch it, it could honestly change your life.

goodbye

l o v e

things that make me feel love

texting them goodmorning

texting them goodnight

telling them to drive save

crying to them

crying for them

letting them cry for you

knowing their favorite place to eat

knowing their favorite food

knowing their favorite color ⭐️

knowing their laugh

getting butterflies even after what feels like forever

asking for a kiss

long texts when you wake up from them

going on vacation together

knowing their favorite song

still learning new things the whole time you’re with them

a n d n o w a w o r d f r o m o u r s p o n s o r

B r i c k s

my brain feels like a brick when i sit down to write for this class because i just do not know what to write but bricks are easy, actually lets just make a list of useful brick things.

1. wipe
2. sit
3. hurl
4. caress
5. adore
6. telephone
7. stub toe
8. unclog toilet
9. pop the going weasel
10. ~snuggle~

O n e m o r e t h i n g

okay i was gonna go to sleep but i just wanted to share that lo-fi music slaps hard as any other genre and if you havent listened i highly suggest checking it out. thank you for your time.

S t r e s s

i had one of my first panic attacks a week or two ago

and let me tell ya that was ass cheeks

and i definitely think that i do have anxiety to a certain degree

hopefully there wont be more to come

but life is sometimes just there to hurt you so you gotta deal w it somehow

sometimes by breaking down lol

goodnight im tired

R o b i t s

Robots are weird cuz they terrify me but at the same time they make me feel great. They will eventually be able to do virtually everything a human can do just without feelings and that’s way sick right. but even if AI gets to be insane and there’s actual levels of consciousness its still kind of sad for the robots because they’re never going to get to experience feelings or emotions like we do and that’s literally the best part about being alive so rip to the bots but were different.

i n t r o

It’s late and I just finished a fat rack of homework so not gonna go very hard on this but hello, welcome to the blog. Grab a cookie if you wanna get fat, and have a dandy time.

p ractice

ciao